Bruised Youth, Me end U

Believe me, life it ain't easy, daily fighting demons I'm stuck and I'm bruised This feeling, nah it ain't pleasing, daily punching demons Dont want to d Believe me, life it ain't easy, daily fighting demons I'm stuck and I'm bruised This feeling, nah it ain't pleasing, daily punching demons Dont want to do Believe me, life it ain't easy, daily fighting demons I'm stuck and I'm bruised This feeling, nah it ain't pleasing, daily punching demons Dont want to do Believe me, life it ain't easy, daily fighting demons I'm stuck and I'm bruised This feeling, nah it ain't pleasing, daily punching demons Dont want to do Believe me, life it ain't easy, daily fighting demons I'm stuck and I'm bruised This feeling, nah it ain't pleasing, daily punching demons Dont want to do Believe me, life it ain't easy, daily fighting demons I'm stuck and I'm bruised This feeling, nah it ain't pleasing, daily punching demons Dont want to do As I question my purpose through perspectives of religion got me thinking, am I praying enough? Am I, still committed to my, childhood routines of opening bibles or am I failing my conscience through repetitive sinning, by disorienting my heart? Displaying myself in environments of lust, let the liquor by my tower of strength, so I dont fall into loneliness Tryna find closure in lonely people who claim they happy until reality is folding in Soon as sober minds collide you feel a disconnection with a lotta people But you don't wanna admit the exuberance ain't equal So you, play along with ephemeral characters While in general nothing hazardous but inside you know it kills you But you still continue, to ignore the person that you meant to be Fears are personalizing you differently. Vandalizing you internally Its such a traumatizing energy, that we gathering I be conflicted with myself a lot that sometimes when I write a song I still, feel disconnected with it artistically Until it bothers my confidence and I end up not releasing it Feel like ain't nobody will be streaming it I be conflicted with myself that I end up blaming innocent behaviors instead of introspecting myself I'm just oppressing my health Pointing fingers at the universe coz of the previous and devastating misconceptions I felt I guess my biggest fear is being alone I guess my biggest fear is traveling a lonely road I guess my biggest fear is not being the person that i planned to be when I'm old I guess my biggest fear is become everything I wasn't told How much of my intelligence should I invest in these lyrics until you hear me out But I do even hear myself? Or am I too focused tryna manipulate the industry in requirements for it to take me up I'm in between desperation and feeling like I deserve to be recognized My homie LSD been telling me I shouldn't let this talent be, maximised I'm the vocal of empty vessels, in due time the lord's bezel will get me classified Just to avoid overthinking, I find therapeutic company by being around my dog and communicate through, reciprocated energy As none verbal it is, we still create fidelity What I learnt from a dog is that energy is loyalty You dont have to love it by saying but show it out with honesty Love is comfort of the needy, so embrace it joyously It will the return those qualities and do it out enormously