Chains

Heard about Darker days so far away you lived Can't put my heart away still pray man Jane his fears For us its harder but for my daughter, I would Kill Giving my life to love that's real Ma said love don't pay no bills Wait No more Shadows on a cave But I still feel Like I'm running away In tall grass still blind Hand on my face It's too bright but I peak I'm dodging snakes And I'll say it still hurts when I miss But I keep trying Keep tripping Keep tryna change Childish decisions that I done made Bout my worth back when I lived in pain And I know I can I'm breaking the chain I'm breaking the chain Always been Mr. evasive but I had to say this Why Is she the one that you stayed with I know whatever it is couldn't be worth what you traded Deaded the light of your kid Then started raising your kids no Never saw auntie again tatted her soul on my wrist no Some things I don't get And some rolls I don't fit Give her love as a friend so much better than being in love with you How did pop trade in his love for two kids You should be grateful that he let you live Tryna show you that he fuck with you Do he even love himself can he keep up with you damn Shawty I was chasing lost love with you then Thought I had enough love for two then Looked at myself with my heart in my hands Look what you got ain't even enough for the evening Swear the pot is planting seeds of deceit in me Perfect lenses when I puff I believe it Pills and potions hitting strong every weekend Beggin for a the end, begging for a reason to stay here Traded my light for a place here Honestly I don't think that I'm gonna make it That's my favorite thing to say and then I stress how they take it How are you a man worried that you not gonna make it You ain't got a plan ready I don't plan to be patient Now there's a vacance J.P. what I was chasing Made it this far then wells said they missing my payments, and C Tryna relocate his purpose through stories on screens Swiping faces hoping maybe someone would believe Man don't plot on my seat Man let all of us eat Communicating so much hate they got us playing got us Trading losing brown for green Thumbin paper judging kin who didn't make it stead of showing them the road to green focusing on cruelty and Lotta souls lost finding light in glitter things All these gems won't bring no balance when we reach the end Wastin breath is how I see it if you didn't mean it If you cap bout what you need then who the fuck you pleasing All this lying to ourselves that's the highest treason, you ain't loyal always betraying yourself and losing pieces DNDing all yo demons Begged you to pick up the phone Tears soaking pillowcases you was all alone