One of the things honestly, that

I'm kind of pissed about when it comes to books and movies and stories

is that they are all lies at the end of the day

I was thinking about this honestly like yesterday or the day before like

how certainly when I was a kid and you to when you were kid like we watched a lot of movies and we were told a lot of stories and I guess

you as well

you read a lot of books

and the thing about stories

when they are told like that is that there's this composition

I'ts like an arch in a story where there's a beginning, a midsection and the fulfilling end and when you've read enough books or you've seen enough movies you can almost your heart rate goes up even before the excitement starts because you know that this is the point where its gonna build

and its gonna come to the top

and its gonna go down and then up and its gonna end

and then you go out in life and you think this is what life is gonna be like and I'ts not, I'ts a total lie

life Is never like that

life is never gonna have that build, life is like, um, a mess really, honestly