Coffee

I wake up thinking that this day will be different I wake up lying here, and I'm still alone A thousand thoughts rush through my head, I'm vulnerable and ill-prepared If there's a god, I wanna say thanks for coffee Maybe I'm better off making hay while the sun shines Maybe as cliche as it sounds I've gotta find myself Maybe I'm on my own coz I'm spending too much time on my phone Instead of looking for the love that I know is around us I guess I'm not really tough, I guess I'm just better at speaking from the heart I really gotta sober up now I guess I'm just breaking down I guess it's just better to all come flooding out I really gotta figure it out now I know I'm not confident I know I'm not smart enough I know I don't wanna speak when I've got no idea what the fuck I'm talking about I know it can't stay in here I know it's all between the ears But there's comfortability in the ability to fix this all by myself When it all breaks down I will turn it around When it all breaks down I will turn it around I guess I'm not really tough I guess I'm just better at speaking from the heart I really gotta sober up now I guess I'm just breaking down I guess it's just better to all come flooding out I really gotta figure it out now