Upside Down

I been upside down and barely breathing If I left you over there that's how we keep it I got love inside my heart you couldn't see it Cuz I never share my feelings like they secrets Paranoid with paranoia Thought I did but didn't know ya What's a friend and who a opp Do they love me or they love me not I don't know what's real at all Except my bitch and all these fucking songs Yeah I got some friends I know I couldn't call If I was down and I was trying not to fucking fall Why the fuck you acting like you hate, to, live Cuz if everything is over then there ain't, a, fix I know it's harder tryna figure what you make, of, it You feel fake, as, shit But you you though It's your truth, if you true in what do though Play it cool, cuz what's cool, up to you though Can't nobody make you change Who gives a fuck of you strange for it I been upside down and barely breathing If I left you over there that's how we keep it I got love inside my heart you couldn't see it Cuz I never share my feelings like they secrets Paranoid with paranoia Thought I did but didn't know ya What's a friend and who a opp Do they love me or they love me not