Survive

Tell me why i feel this way inside Tell me if you feel the same as I Will I ever live to see the light See the light Overwhelmed and unprepared I feel like i might end up uh Never address i just banish it or wrap my pain all in bandages All of my challenges carrying baggage that Leads to paralysis Im feeling numb I cannot turn from these roundabout ways Stuck in the cycle i been in for days Voices in my head, screaming in shame Might pop this pill just to heal for a moment A moment of temporary solitude Playing solitaire with my life pray I don't lose, ooh Tell me why I feel this way inside Tell me if you feel the same as I Will i ever live to see the light See the light Tryna workout my faith Bench pressing deadly weights Gotta get a grip or they'll crush me And I don't wanna die today No Prescriptions and subscriptions leading me astray Lost in a valley of darkness with only guilt guiding my way Depression on me, pressure on me, anxiety got me feeling all smothered Thoughts of permanently ending it all while tryna give life to others Tell em theres freedom in the words you say Speak life into your darkest place Your struggles may have dug you a grave but You are not dying today Tell me why i feel this way inside Tell me if you feel the same as i Will i ever live to see the light See the light I just wanna survive I just wanna see the Light Get me through the dark night Fix my eyes To most High On a wave To the Light To the Light Theres freedom in the words I say I speak life into my darkest place My struggles may have dug me a grave but I am not dying today There's freedom in the words I say I speak life into my darkest place My struggles may have dug me a grave but I am not dying today Tell me why I feel this way inside Tell me if you feel the same as I Will I ever live to see the light See the light