The Sound of Not Being Enough

I've spent so much time Trying to change me Who am I supposed to be Always Dragging my feet Living in quicksand Every day is a sad attempt At feeling something Is this house not my home Is this reflection my own The mirror only shows The enemy And my mind goes to Places You should never see This is the sound of not Being enough Missing the signs the Walls are closing in Will I ever feel safe in my Own skin Held captive by my own Intuition My heart feels infected And yes I feel neglected You never once asked How I felt You're just pushing me Further Glass carving into my skin Guiding me to my darkest Sin I tried to speak up but it Wasn't enough It's never enough I'm still alone Try calling My bluff Try calling my bluff This is the sound of not Being enough Missing the signs and the Walls are closing in Will I ever feel safe in my Own skin Held captive by my own Intuition This is the sound of not Being enough I'm on the edge and the Fall is calling me What's the point if the Blind don't see Will this final step set me Free My emotions are Compromised This is the sound of not Being enough My emotions are Compromised I'm being disregarded Feels like I'm fading away This is the sound of not Being enough This is the sound of me Giving up This is the sound of not Being enough Missing the signs the Walls are closing in Will I ever feel safe in my Own skin Held captive by my own Intuition This is the sound of not Being enough I'm on the edge and the Fall is calling me What's the point if the Blind don't see Will this final step set me Free This is the sound of not Being enough Will this final step set me Free