Painkillers

Take a look at me and tell me what you see

She can look at me and tell that I'm a P

Lie to these **** but don't ever lie to me

Just to be affiliated with my name, it cost a fee

Nobody warned me, no, I ain't have no one to show me

'Bout how the world can know me but never know me

And I can't go nowhere alone, so it go lonely

No bodyguard, I keep it on me

Life's a bitch, so is karma, they related

When I made it, it felt like everybody made it

Out of thirty **** with me, twenty-eight was on that snake shit

Envy in they face when I reminisce and I hate it

Thought he deserved my spot but couldn't take it

Can't stoop down to that level, I elevated

It's the risk taker, bitch breaker, why save her?

When the money come in colors like a pack a Lifesavers

So it's painkillers in my system, I don't feel nothing

Try to call so we can fix it but I'm still bugging

Where I'm from, when they get bored, they gon' drill something

Pray I'm forgiven by the Lord if I kill something

If I pour it, I'ma drink it till I finish it

I'ma beat it and delete it and forget the bitch

No, I'm not a industry ****

I'm a in the street ****

Let me show you what the difference is

I had to get it out the mud

I was on my way to Heaven, had to show her what it was

And you never really know if she she gon' do it till she does

Had to leave her in the room, I couldn't leave her in the club

I got a long line outside, I got a show tonight

My main bitch just left and nothing's going right

My bottom bitch just text, said, "It's a slower night"

That fast money more poisonous then a cobra bite

Finally signed, now it's time to shine, we can live it up

South side, ****, ain't nobody lit as us

I had a check, but not for long, I had to split it up

My **** seen a little fame and started switching up

Is everybody moving shaky, is it just me?

How can I trust you if I don't trust me?

They talking 'bout how they would do it if they was me

If my moms knew what I was on, she would cuss me

So it's painkillers in my system, I don't feel nothing

Try to call so we can fix it but I'm still bugging

Where I'm from, when they get bored, they gon' drill something

Pray I'm forgiven by the Lord if I kill something

If I pour it, I'ma drink it till I finish it

I'ma beat it and delete it and forget the bitch

No, I'm not a industry ****

I'm a in the street ****

Let me show you what the difference is