Seein' Straight

That clock on the wall Is mocking me cuz Im restless It 3am Im overthinking again Feelin helpless Im sinkin in quicksand But they dont understand Why my heavy eyes won't close Wish I could rest my mind Wish I could close my eyes Wish I could stop my wheels from spinning I'm here wide awake Lookin in the mirror tryna shake This damn cold feelin that Flies my mind miles away I'm here everyday Tryna derail this freight train This heart beatin feelin that Keeps my eyes from seein straight These flooding notions Overflowing the oceans Of my mind Im struttin im goin Lockin and loadin Flyin blind Crashin down Is not my sound Im losin side of my identity Its drink or drown Throw another one down To poison my minds enemies I'm here wide awake Lookin in the mirror tryna shake This damn cold feelin that Flies my mind miles away I'm here everyday Tryna derail this freight train This heart beatin feelin that Keeps my eyes from seein straight Seein straight Oh, im overdrinkin and thinkin Underlivin and wishin I could i find somewhere to rest my mind Now im fighting surviving All the tears i ain crying Tellin myself all of these lies I'm here wide awake Lookin in the mirror tryna shake This damn cold feelin that Flies my mind miles away I'm here everyday Tryna derail this freight train This heart beatin feelin that Keeps my eyes from seein straight I'm here wide awake Lookin in the mirror tryna shake This damn cold feelin that Flies my mind miles away I'm here everyday Tryna derail this freight train This heart beatin feelin that keeps my eyes From seein straight