Credits
PERFORMING ARTISTS
Restless Modern
Performer
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Restless Modern
Producer
Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Hope's in the change
In a future that's not the same
But what if I can't believe
That I can grow out of feeling so damn lonely?
[Verse 2]
And I need pain
It's the way I cope with never
Feeling anything
[Verse 3]
If I run away
From the antidote
Doesn't mean I don't wanna get better
[Verse 4]
When you look at me
Do you find the things
That are yelling out? I'm lost in the feeling
[Verse 5]
So breathe me in
While I'm still here
I can be your everything
For a few minutes, dear
[Verse 6]
'Cause I need it
Never felt so defeated
Haven't slept, I'm not eating
And I'm just lost in the feeling
[Verse 7]
That it's not getting better
That I'll be like this forever
I'm just lost in the feeling
That it's not getting better
[Verse 8]
Swing my arms in the darkest room
To fight truth
It's not getting any better
It's not getting any better
[Verse 9]
'Cause I've been running out of steam for this shit
Every dream I could dream is baseless
And is it wrong to want a life
That makes me feel less like I want to die?
[Verse 10]
'Cause I need it
Never felt so defeated
Haven't slept, I'm not eating
And I'm just lost in the feeling
[Verse 11]
If I run away
From the antidote
Doesn't mean I don't wanna get better
[Verse 12]
When you look at me
Do you find the things
That are yelling out? I'm lost in the feeling
[Verse 13]
That it's not getting better
That I'll be like this forever
I'm just lost in the feeling
That it's not getting better
[Verse 14]
Swing my arms in the darkest room
To fight truth
It's not getting any better
Written by: Restless Modern
