Right At Home

I close my eyes to look inside And see there's nothing left Swallow my pride I sleep and hide Until there's no one else Anytime I like to be alone I'm granted with it, just so you should know All the times I've ever felt at home There's no one around, just thought you should know Hit ya like a summer's day I'll be bragging all the way until the money's made I'm still living right at home cuz I'm fucking lazy Play the role of just another sinner's Saint Guess I'm here to stay (maybe) I could change my name And move as far away as namastes Avoiding downtown for my mother's sake God must be on holiday That's just my mistake, forever stuck spacing out Just let the problems wait I close my eyes to look inside And see there's someone else I bide my time, I kill the vibes Just save me a spot in hell Help me throw the daydreams out the window Couldn't see the end guess I'm right at home Right At Home Sip it like it's lemonade I've been itching all the problems you have made Wave it over my head just for your safety I know I'm not dead until a certain grave Takes me without a hurry Hit you with the same sad story Buffing off the meds I think I found my new glory Consider me a basketcase and no I'm not worried Say it with my words, I'll say it in the verse like that Throw my head away my dear So I can't sing that same sad song again I close my eyes to look inside to see there's nothing left I cut my ties I feel alive I think I might need help Help me throw the day dreams out the window Couldn't see the end guess I'm right at home Empty by the time I enter the end zone Maybe they never heard your name before Right At Home