Sedate Myself

The easy solution to derail my mind To escape from reality The easy solution to leave behind A mind entwined in agony I know it's not the way, I know it's not alright, I can't help myself, I know it's not alright I know there's help out there, I know there's people who care But I can't reach them I can't feel my fucking face, everything becomes so numb this way Sedate myself Escaping from reality Sedate myself To feel free, oh to feel free I dug myself a hole to deep To numb my pain, to fall asleep Sedate myself To feel free, oh to feel free I am looking straight in the carnival mirror Watch my demons come clearer All is centered around one thing It's drawing me nearer every day I know it's not the way, I know it's not alright This is who I am, I know it's not alright At least that's what I tell myself every day To make the thoughts go away I can't feel my fucking face, everything becomes so numb this way Sedate myself Escaping from reality Sedate myself To feel free, oh to feel free I dug myself a hole to deep To numb my pain, to fall asleep Sedate myself To feel free, oh to feel free The days are blurring out, but it's better this way Just one more moment of precious silence To keep from hurting, to keep my thoughts at bay I sedate myself every single fucking day At some point this poison will sting At some point this poison will sting Sedate myself Escaping from reality Sedate myself To feel free, oh to feel free I dug myself a hole to deep To numb my pain, to fall asleep Sedate myself To feel free, oh to feel free To feel free, oh to feel free I dug myself a hole to deep To numb my pain, to fall asleep Sedate myself To feel free, oh to feel free