Little Girl

As a kid I got to know Let them touch you and never say no It's good that they all want you If they wouldn't, now what would you do? You can see your own value By the number of men that will have you In the future you will do good, kid Make them want you, and that's what I did I was just a little girl I was just a little girl I was just a little girl I was just a little girl So why, dear brother, why? Why, grandpa, why? Why, dear cousin, why? Why would you tell me this lie? The only thing I could trust In a man, was that he wanted lust And I, I want to exist And so I did when you held my wrist When they wanted me I felt blissed I was special, like first being kissed I felt this had to be wrong It was my fault, I thought for so long I was just a little girl I was just a little girl I was just a little girl I was just a little girl So why, dear brother, why? Why, grandpa, why? Why, dear cousin, why? Why would you tell me this lie? I grew up and I was kind of shy I knew that something in me had to die The sweet kid that never said "No" Became the drunk kid that never said "No" I thought that now, I was in control They fucked me when I threw up in a bowl I was so drunk I didn't know where I was All four of them fucked me with no pause When I woke up I wanted to leave I let them finish, I was empty in belief But I was just a little girl I was just a little girl I was just a little girl I was just a little girl Why, dear brother, why? Why, grandpa, why? Why, dear cousin, why? Why would you tell me this lie? I was so scared that no one would want me I had to hide and clean up and let be I just wanted to be loved like a child But now they took me for wild I was a grown up believing in fairytales Love shall conquer all of my fears And no, no men are evil Even though their hands are lethal One night I got locked up in a house Far away, and he ripped of my blouse And I really fought for my life I told him I was somebody's wife He forced me down, this had to be completed I hit hard, but I was defeated I didn't know if I would come out alive But I did and that is my thrive And No, I'm not a little girl No, I'm not a little girl But I was just a little girl I was just a little girl Why, dear brother, why? Why, grandpa, why? Why, dear cousin, why? Why would you tell me this lie? Why would you tell me this lie? Why would you tell me this lie? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why?