I Would Die

It's a shame, haven't seen you around much Guess it's been a while since my feet touched the ground But I don't wanna call 'cause I'm better than that If I run into you, I won't know how to act And I know that this is over But funny things happen when we get older I don't wanna call 'cause I'm better than that I'm better than that I'm better than that I'm not afraid of being alone Keep telling myself I'm good on my own But, like, sometimes I lie Just thought you should know that I still sit around, and Read your texts when I get high Thinkin' 'bout when I was young Saying shit like: "Baby, I would die if I ever let you go" Baby, I would die if I ever let you go Now and then, I listen back to Paris in the rain Fancy bottles we can't pronounce I'm sitting on the couch, and I drink 'em all alone Baby, I would die if I ever let you go, let you go I, I drive around like we used to do I, I pretend I'm not thinkin' about you At home in his arms Wouldn't know where to start 'Cause this love shit sucks, it's way too hard And I'm in too deep I keep dialing your number Stop myself I'm afraid if you'll answer I'll ask to come over You'll ask if I'm sober God, I really need to figure this out Guess I'll just Read your texts when I get high Thinkin' 'bout when I was young Saying shit like Baby, I would die if I ever let you go Baby, I would die if I ever let you go Now and then, I listen back to Paris in the rain Fancy bottles we can't pronounce I'm sitting on the couch, and I drink 'em all alone Baby, I would die if I ever let you go I'm not afraid of being alone Keep telling myself I'm good on my own But, like, sometimes I lie Just thought you should know that I still sit around, and Read your texts when I get high Thinkin' 'bout when I was young Saying shit like: "Baby, I would die if I ever let you go" Maybe I would die if I ever let you know