Broken Open

Lost a love and it broke me Started to believe the little stories I told myself About myself Like how I'm not good enough Why I don't deserve her love or anyone's Including my own So, I'll go be the shattered poet Few will hear, but I'll know I wrote it I still got some emotion left in me Say I don't need anybody But I'm always with somebody That don't make much sense Where is the disconnect? Need my heart to be broken open Maybe I'll love again Lost myself for a moment Just to find who I am I just wanna be happy I'm just trying to forget Lost myself for a moment Still haven't broken open yet Lost a love and it closed me Tried to carry on without exposing I'm not okay Hide it away I know you're looking for purpose I know you get a little nervous when I still won't say Those three small words Just surrounds but I don't notice Call me out and say I'm hopeless But I still got some fight left in me And now I'm beginning to see Maybe heaven's under my feet and over our head Wait for the disconnect Need my heart to be broken open Maybe I'll love again Lost myself for a moment Just to find who I am I just wanna be happy I'm just trying to forget Lost myself for a moment Still haven't broken open yet Nobody's gonna fix me So, I gotta check my ego Try to act like I don't feel things But I'm so emo Tired of waiting on the answers Done with waiting on a sign Maybe we just found love at the wrong time Need my heart to be broken open Maybe I'll love again Lost myself for a moment Just to find who I am (who I am) I just wanna be happy (happy) I'm just trying to forget Lost myself for a moment Still haven't broken (open yet) Broken open Maybe I'll love again (open yet) Lost myself for a moment Just to find who I am (open yet) I just wanna be happy I'm just trying to forget Lost myself for a moment Still haven't broken open yet Open yet Still haven't broken open yet (open yet, yeah-he-hey) Open yet Still haven't broken open yet