Better Grieved Than Fooled

Tempted to believe Even I, in my solitude Cried for help and wished for That someone would be there for me Better grieved than fooled And I'm prepared to accept my suffering To live with pain In the price for a life in truth Me being the only lord I'm the only one who can forgive And the only one to create A future worth believing in But I live a bitter life in truth And curse its powerless god I can deeply regret, my clarity of vision Life had been much easier to live, getting high on faith Get a reason to live Have a blind faith in the future Forever stoned Forever blessed in cowardice Me being the only lord I'm the only one who can forgive Better grieved than fooled So I live a bitter life in truth And curse its powerless god!