Coffin

I'm sorry boss, I'm sorry

But I think imma be a bit late today

Like the time, I been wasting away

Feeling like a zombie, flesh peeling from my face

Baby kisses me and she can taste the decay

I'm crawling out the coffin, steady coughing

From the haze that I'm lost in

But I need it cause my routine is exhausting

Been wondering what it's really costing

This song is not about money or weed

It's certainly not about me

Rightfully taking the spliff from my hand

And putting it out, I start to see

I fail to internalize all my anger and my jealousy

If you knew me, you'd know how hellish it'd be

Trying to love me as much as I need

And that's why I hate that I'm dead inside

Baby been trying to pull me together

But lately been asking me

When am I putting any effort in to really try

So I pick myself up, and let die

Apparitions that Ive been letting survive

For longer than I can recall

You don't get time back so don't stall

Questioning everything, yea I got a lot of 'em

Stressing from all of 'em, so I start jotting

Eventually there's just too many to follow

Damn, that's a big pill to swallow

Used to be full of joy, now lately heart's felt hollow

Except when I'm with my baby, hope we gon' see tomorrow

I think imma be a bit late today

Like the time, I been wasting away

Feeling like a zombie, flesh peeling from my face

Baby kisses me and she can taste the decay

I'm crawling out the coffin, steady coughing

From the haze that I'm lost in

But I need it cause my routine is exhausting

Been wondering what it's really costing

And when shit hits the fan, I keep sitting on my hands

Traded tests and exams for these sticky ass grams

How the fuck you supposed to be a rapper if you don't master the grind

Gotta get my ass up off this couch and quit wasting my time

But I've felt so shitty for forever

And I know it could be worse but I'm wondering if it gets better

Storms coming, better brace for the weather

And I'm hoping by the end of it, I can keep us together

Seeking out hope in the mirror

I should've known not to take advice from my demons

I've been fiending, but you remind me why I continue breathing

All because you gave me my reason

I think imma be a bit late today

I don't wanna waste away

Felt like a zombie, flesh peeling from my face

Baby kisses me and I can feel okay

Crawling out the coffin, my only option

This ain't something I wanna be lost in

Hopefully I'll get some rest before long

Resurrection is my only option

Preventing this love from seeing a coffin