Like Clockwork

This is clockwork Chest pounding Heart rate quickens Fear sets in Vision darkens Am I dead? Will I awake? Is this all? Please tell me Heartbeat slows Hear the clock tick Take control I'm not dead yet Measured breath Count the seconds I can't go Please not yet Fleeting thoughts Memories lost My life gone Into abyss I'm so scared I swear I'll change Please not here In this darkness Was that it? Is it over? I'm alive For how much longer? Time is swift Always constant No mistake It's unforgiving As I awake In this place I feel like Everything's fading As I wander Through the window And I see Nothing but darkness Light is glinting In the distance But I feel I could never reach it I look towards The clock, that's When I see The hands have not slowed at all Time ticks away Try to stop it, all in vain Am I sick? Or just insane? These thoughts keep repeating Just like clockwork If this is what you call living I'm thinking I want out Living in constant fear from My timeline counting down Chest pounding Heart rate quickens Fear sets in Vision darkens Am I dead? Will I awake? Is this all? Please tell me Heartbeat slows Hear the clock tick Take control I'm not dead yet Measured breath Count the seconds I can't go Please, not yet