My Eyes (feat. Isaiah Jet Vallejos)

I don't practice what I preach I don't see the good people see in me Because I know in my heart what I've done Who I am, where I've been, what I've become The signs are always there despite how hard to see I'm falling apart at the seams I'll put on a show for all to believe But nothing is as it seems You say that you love me, say you won't leave me But you'd run away if I let you inside You say that you see me but please just believe me It's for your own good that I'm trying to hide You wouldn't wonder why If you could see me through my eyes I don't need your embrace I don't want to see another face Can I lie anymore about who I am? How I'm frail? How I feel too weak to stand? I may change the stories but I can't change the truth I'm a prisoner of all of my lies For the life that I live is not one that I choose A life led behind a disguise You say that you love me, say you won't leave me But you'd run away if I let you inside You say that you see me but please just believe me It's for your own good that I'm trying to hide You wouldn't wonder why If you could see me through my eyes Devil in disguise is an angel filled with lies Or vice versa, feels like I'm cursed an confused Constantly abusing my own mind I'm rewriting the same lines Well if you'll finally listen, hear the cries With these tears falling aren't from my own eyes I need you to realize the real eyes that define me What is truth anyway? Everyone looks at me a different way I'm splitting in two Don't know what to do I can't stand my reflection The hex in my mind The tale as old as time Got that WandaVision The mirror breaks And my hands are stained Begging you To please my numb my pain You say that you love me, say you won't leave me But you'd run away, yeah, you'd run away! You say that you love me, say you won't leave me But you'd run away if I let you inside You say that you see me but please just believe me It's for your own good that I'm trying to hide You wouldn't wonder why No, you wouldn't wonder why You wouldn't wonder why If you could see me through my eyes