Ain't the Same

There's a monster underneath the people There's a long road to heal from the bottle There's a voice telling me I'm wrong Cause I no longer feel my own equal Cause sometimes what is good is what's evil And I don't know where I belong Cause when I think I got it all I fall over the edge of something In the blink of an eye A war in the mind I fight Everything is out of sight Tell me am I wrong or right I don't know why I've been down and beaten up all of this time You're tearing me apart I need to leave you so How does it feel to be blamed for no reason Why do I feel so ashamed for your treason I don't want this anymore I ain't the same no more Bring me the fire so I kiss you last goodbye Give me the power to turn this upside down I don't want this anymore I ain't the same no more Gimme something I need to hold on to Anything I can feel while I get through I just want to be standing a nice view And when I think I got it all You're telling me you're onto something I never want you back No, I ain't keeping track I ain't falling in your trap I don't want to keep it, roll I don't know why I've been down and beaten up all of this time You're tearing me apart I need to leave you so How does it feel to be blamed for no reason Why do I feel so ashamed for your treason I don't want this anymore I ain't the same no more Bring me the fire so I kiss you last goodbye Give me the power to turn this upside down I don't want this anymore I ain't the same no more Will you help me stop this bleed Will you give me back my breath Keep a card up in my sleeve I don't want to play, no, I don't want to stay so How does it feel to be blamed for no reason Why do I feel so ashamed for your treason I don't want this anymore I ain't the same no more Bring me the fire so I kiss you last goodbye Give me the power to turn this upside down I don't want this anymore I ain't the same no more I never want to go back I never want to go back