At least you can share when you're hurting
I just bottle it up, don't wanna be a burden
I hold it all in till I feel like I have to cut it out
And I never wanna talk, no I just wanna shout
I cry in the shower to drown out the sounds
Of me gasping for air as I slowly drown
When I hurt you, I hurt me more
I never meant to, I don't know me anymore
When I blamed you like I did before
I knew I hurt you, but I hurt me more
I swear I'm going numb, I've lost all feeling
Trying so hard, still not healing
I know that it seems that I've lost all empathy
But just know it's cause I'm losing me
I write down my thoughts to get it all out
But still I'm hurting, not sure what about
When I hurt you, I hurt me more
I never meant to, I don't know me anymore
When I blamed you like I did before
I knew I hurt you, but I hurt me more
When I hurt you, I hurt me more
I never meant to, I don't know me anymore
When I hurt you, I hurt me more
