Fear of Intimacy

I got a fear of intimacy It's always living with me I know you can't really see I got some voices to please Try to remind myself that Can't die from panic attacks Well maybe I'll be the first Maybe it's what I deserve But we were at a party And you said I'm just your type Then I said that sounds fun but You don't know what's on my mind Just so you know I'm super far from perfect But I promise I'm still working on it Just so you know I haven't slept in a week From all the demons I keep Well baby just so you know I want to give you my best But lately I've been so stressed out Just so you know It's not you it's all me The fear of intimacy The fear of intimacy (Yeah) I got a fear of dying alone When there ain't nobody home Eating food and I choked Find me dead on the floor Got a fear of telling the truth Of how I actually feel Don't want to disappoint you Or you to think it's not real Don't leave me Why would I lie? Yeah we were at a party And you said I'm just your type Then I said that sounds fun but You don't know what's on my mind Just so you know I'm super far from perfect But I promise I'm still working on it Just so you know I haven't slept in a week From all the demons I keep Well baby just so you know I want to give you my best But lately I've been so stressed out Just so you know It's not you it's all me The fear of intimacy The fear of intimacy I got a fear of intimacy The fear of intimacy You said that it would be okay Now I'm in the rain where you left me My mind's a little bit lost now Don't know if I'll ever find my way out I wish somebody would've showed me Real love that doesn't make my heart bleed Running on empty Nobody want to help me Just so you know I'm super far from perfect But I promise I'm still working on it Just so you know I haven't slept in a week From all the demons I keep Well baby just so you know I want to give you my best But lately I've been so stressed out Just so you know It's not you it's all me The fear of intimacy The fear of intimacy I got a fear of intimacy The fear of intimacy