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I think about London every day

Like an ache in my chest

That never goes away

There's been a fire in my lungs

Since you looked at me

Always knew there was something different about the way you breathe

I'm alone

For the first time

Or the last time

Or maybe i never was

At all

I never know the answers

You're looking for

Every time you call

I can feel it when you're missing me

It drives me up the wall

I never really knew the importance

Of what i say

Until i'm hurting your feelings

Enough to push me away

I've been looking for a faith

And i'll follow you blindly

I guess it's up to you

Whether you crucify me

I'm alone

For the first time

Or the last time

Or maybe i never was

At all

I never know the answers

You're looking for

Every time you call

I can feel it when you're missing me

It drives me up the wall

I wish i could stop being selfish

I wish i could stop being cold

I wish i had another hand to play

Rather than another one to hold

And i apologize for being aggressive

I've just never wanted anything this bad

You tell me its all about commitments

I can't change the way i am

I can't change the way i am

I can't change the way i am

I'm alone

For the first time

Or the last time

Or maybe i never was

At all