Riptide

I'll tell you my weakness is I care too much That gets me stabbed in the back Lately I feel like there's no one to trust Lonely is all that I have I hate that my worth comes from somebody else Why can't it come from myself? Life makes me nervous The past makes me nervous My thoughts start to surface Would death make me hurt less? Am I worth my life? 'Cause I can't decide Every breath's a fight 'Cause it feels like I've I've been pulled into the riptide I've been drowning and I can't break hold Hell is taking over my life Heaven, please don't let me go I've been pulled into the riptide I've been drowning and I can't break hold Hell is taking over my life Heaven please don't let me go, no I know that regrets are bad for my health We say things but do something else I'm searching for purpose But nothing is working I'm cursed with these curses I think I deserve this Am I worth my life? 'Cause I can't decide Every breath's a fight 'Cause it feels like I've I've been pulled into the riptide I've been drowning and I can't break hold Hell is taking over my life Heaven, please don't let me go I've been pulled into the riptide I've been drowning and I can't break hold Hell is taking over my life Heaven please don't let me go, no Can I walk on water? Can I become stronger? And turn around just when I think I'm a goner? My mind starts to wander And breathing gets harder So pray for me, pray for me, pray for me, pray for me I've been pulled into the riptide I've been drowning and I can't break hold Hell is taking over my life Heaven, please don't let me go I've been pulled into the riptide I've been drowning and I can't break hold Hell is taking over my life Heaven please don't let me go, no