Hell If I Knew

I've put my own heart through the ringer With a diamond on my finger And a smile painted on We said for worse or for better And I promised him forever But I still stayed too long He cheated and he lied I forgave him every time The only heart I really broke was mine Hell if I knew You were waiting for me Just on the other side of lonely Somebody could love me like the way you do If I knew I could be this happy 'Cause you're so damn proud to have me You could've made it better going through All that hell, if I knew Still got some scars and bruises But he's the one who loses 'Cause baby he ain't you And sometimes I'm a little stubborn More of a fighter than a lover But one things stays true, and Hell if I knew You were waiting for me Just on the other side of lonely That somebody could love me Like the way you do If I knew I could be this happy 'Cause you're so damn proud to have me You could've made it better going through All that hell, if I knew Yeah she's feeling like flying Just like perfect timing When happy crying's the only crying that I do That's how I feel with you, oh Hell if I knew You were waiting for me Just on the other side of lonely That somebody could love me Like the way you do If I knew I could be this happy 'Cause you're so damn proud to have me You could've made it better going through Could've made it better going through All that hell, if I knew Hell if I knew