Bad Thing

Wake up, hand upon my forehead Can't believe this is the way I live Even now Still somehow Told my mom it was the last time Told myself maybe it's OK One more time One more time I don't wanna call first thing in the morning Desperate for help to feel normal Over and over and over again I keep doing bad, bad, bad, bad, bad I did a bad thing I wasn't thinking I did a bad thing I wasn't thinking Get caught in empty conversations Fake friends and chemical temptations Turn them down Turn them down This time I will take it slowly Say no to everything I don't need Turn it down Turn it down I don't wanna call first thing in the morning Desperate for help to feel normal Over and over and over again I keep doing bad, bad, bad, bad, bad I did a bad thing I wasn't thinking I did a bad thing I wasn't thinking I don't ever, ever, ever wanna go to sleep I, I, I don't ever, ever, ever wanna go to sleep I, I, I don't ever, ever, ever wanna go to sleep 'Cause I want more and I want more until I wake up Turn around And I did a bad thing I did a bad thing Over and over and over again Over and over and over again Over and over and over again Over and over and over and over again