I Won't Know

Every passing car Slows to see the rubble Everyone can see It's over Like every sunset fades Deep into the blackness of the night Ask me how I cope Ask me if I'm sober Ooh Ooh I won't know If he begged me to leave or I begged him to go Look inside my mind You won't see I'm hurting Cause it's woven deep inside The fabric of my feeling Every day's the same I can't feel the hours as they go Like a barricade Holding up the hurting Ooh Ooh I won't know If he begged me to leave or I begged him to go Like the month of May He began the blooming After all the rain The house we built was flooding Ooh Ooh I won't know If he begged me to leave or I begged him to go Ooh Ooh I won't know If I begged him to leave 'til he'd finally go