From This Point On (feat. Jada B)

I might say I'm good but really i'm not Got stuff on my mind i swear it's a lot Don't know what I'm feeling i wish it would stop Forreal i be stressing i need some relief My mind just keep racing i can't even sleep If I'm being real i just need some peace You ever smile through the pain that been killin you Wonder bout the things that you didn't do Feeling belittled as if you were minuscule You tryna ball so all ya movements are pivotal Accomplish missions The clock is ticking But watch and witness They just don't get it When you are different It makes a difference Stay committed And seek attention For recognition Don't see the vision Well spit and make em come to they senses Maybe i should do it Start a label get my potnas and sign em Go crazy on every song and call the album asylum It's a way through every obstacle just know ima find em Life is full of building blocks and I'm just tryna align em Frustrations an understatement when you know what you worth You always feeling underpaid when you put I️n all the work When you blessed wit a gift it can be perceived as a curse Because if you do get complacent talent don't beat hard work Know what you worth You always feel underpaid when you putting in all the work When you blessed with a gift it can be perceived as a curse Because if you do get complacent talent dont Yea Escaping reality Was my mentality Understanding there was potential that I had to bring out of me Soon they'll b crowning me Fans will b crowding me Middle fingers up to everybody else who was doubting me KnowDat I might say I'm good but really i'm not Got stuff on my mind i swear it's a lot Don't know what I'm feeling i wish it would stop Forreal i be stressing i need some relief My mind just keep racing i can't even sleep If I'm being real i just need some peace Toxic people and negativity clouded my judgement Know i can't let this energy affect me I️n public Honestly it's embarrassing to speak on the subject Hate drama but attract it man you would swear think that i love it I try my best to keep it positive Warning signs i be seeing so why am i not dodging em Ask myself am i trippin i know i shouldn't try with them Then act surprise when it fail when I️n hindsight it's obvious Yea Not to mention My position Not what i envisioned I'm at a point where i feel i gotta make some decisions Mama told me this would happen but naw i don't listen She only want the best for me i don't know why i didn't My son is only getting older I'm needing these riches The weight that's on my shoulders you cannot squat to uplift it Wasted time on people i wish i didn't know existed I really gotta find a way to give me some forgiveness On my shoulders can't squat to uplift it Wasted time on people I wish i didn't know existed I really gotta find a way to give me some forgiveness Yea Escaping reality Was my mentality Understanding there was potential that I had to bring out of me Soon they'll b crowning me Fans will b crowding me Middle fingers up to everybody else who was doubting me KnowDat I might say I'm good but really i'm not Got stuff on my mind i swear it's a lot Don't know what I'm feeling i wish it would stop Forreal i be stressing i need some relief My mind just keep racing i can't even sleep If I'm being real i just need some peace I still ain't forgave myself Cause i still blame myself But i gotta move on So from this point on Inkwell