Anymore

Ice blue water You pull me under And I can't pretend I can breathe You walk right through me I thought you knew me But with you it is never as it seems And I don't want to chase you anymore I don't want to find myself at your door Forget all of the things I said before Because I don't want to love you anymore, more Yeah I swim in it Convinced your indifference is only a product of your scars But every time we get too close he gains I stand to lose the most In the riptide of his axis binding spell So I make myself a promise It's not worth it to be honest It's time now to protect myself And I don't want to chase you anymore Yeah I don't want to find myself at your door Forget all of the things I said before Cause I don't want to love you anymore I needed a reason Throw me overboard Throw me I needed to see his heart clearly And the shards of glass that always cut me So I don't really chase him anymore At times I thought he'd show up at my door And say I'm sorry for the things I did before I tried but I can't love you like you deserve