My Darling

It's been 17 months You still livin in my head Rent free Rent free I'm just trynna find my peace Oh Locked up in these shackles No progression Mental slavery It's all depression Trynna get away From this oppression Don't walk away Girl I just want you In my life Can't let you go Oh oh You Can't separate us Only elevate us Girl I want you by my side You know how the rate us You been playin with my heart Bring the fentanyl You been showin the world my scars Imma end it all Baby can we talk it out Right now Movin from my selfish ways Right now Startin to understand All the pain and the hurt I done caused you Overlooked Your issues As if you don't got a heart too Yeah Oh oh oh oh oh uh oh uh oh uh oh uh oh And I was thinking If I broke your heart I'd find the next one God would send me all these other girls I saw no one And now I'm just Paying for the time I've been paying for the crime I've been battling myself I've been running from my thoughts I've been running from my demons I just know that I been scheming Money doesn't phase All these girls they have no meaning Sorry for the way I treated you my darling Sorry for the way I fucking treated you darling Oh uh oh Sorry for the way I treated you my darling Oh uh Sorry for the way I fucking treated you darling Oh oh oh Woah oh oh oh oh Oh woah You my fighter You my lover You the one that I would die for Oh oh Yeah Oh woah You my queen You my girl You the one that I would slide for I don't need them other bitches Girl I swear that I been Done for So just call me when you can girl Call me when you can oh I need you around me where you at though Around me where you at though