Adderall

As I recall

You never called

You always blamed

The Adderall for it

For it

For it

For it

For it

When we were new

I was twenty two

You pushed the blame

On anyone but you

But you

But you

But you

But you

There was night screams

Horrible dreams

I'm waiting for

My memories to freeze

To freeze

To freeze

To freeze

To freeze

There was a drunken Call

Blamed on Aperol

You can't make me

Believe you after all

It all

It alll

It all

It all

As I recall

You never called

You always blamed

The Adderall for it

For it

For it

For it

For it

Some sun rays

Bound by years of rain

Foggy thoughts

Can't find refrain

Refrain

Refrain

Refrain

Refrain

You never knew what to do

So you pushed me down

While I was barely

Pushing through

And through

And through

And through

And through

It'll take a year

Or a century

I'm just hoping

My mind will meld like glue

Refresh

Restart

Renew

What if when I awake

You've drifted away

And I never have to think

Of you

Again