Break My Own Heart

You're never here when I am with you But I'll be here if you want me to And just like smoke I don't know where you go I'm trying to know the part of you That you don't know yourself Maybe you're scared if I see inside I'll go and look for someone else And I don't understand But I'll take your hand And try to feel how you felt Taking a drag, I get a glance I realize that I can't help Some people laugh, some people fight Whatever gets you through the night Just keep your head held high Selling your dreams and living nightmares Peaceful fears turn into violence Keep your head held high And it gets so hard, dying for attention I wish that I could break my own heart I wish that I could break my own heart All of the days you push me further But that's okay, you get away with murder Just want to let you find your own way home In the palm of my hands, I now understand There's something stirring up in me Taking a drag, you get a glance Of all my insecurity Some people laugh, some people fight Whatever gets you through the night Just keep your head held high Selling your dreams and living nightmares Peaceful fears turn into violence Keep your head held high And it gets so hard, dying for attention I wish that I could break my own heart I wish that I could break my own heart And it gets so hard, dying for attention I wish that I could break my own heart I wish that I could break my own heart Some people laugh, some people fight Whatever gets you through the night Just keep your head held high Selling your dreams and living nightmares Peaceful fears turn into violence Keep your head held high