Changes

I say I changed, I know I try But every day I look inside I still got a ways away, got more to climb I'm still learnin' how to change my state of mind, yeah I remember days goin' through hell Feelin' all the pain, it really felt like It never goes away, then I remember Sometimes it'll rain but not forever, no, no I've had a guard around my heart for so long It made it hard for me to see where I go wrong Started believin' there's nowhere I belong Hated the feelin', how it came on so strong Change, yeah To all the guilt and the shame No money, power or fame Could take these feelings away, no, no I had to live with my bad decisions It's hard to give your, yourself forgiveness The more I felt, well, the less I tried That only made things worse in time The days that I've wasted I'm being complacent It's hard to be patient Goin' through these changes I say I changed, I know I try But every day I look inside I still got a ways away, got more to climb I'm still learnin' how to change my state of mind, yeah I remember days goin' through hell Feelin' all the pain, it really felt like It never goes away, then I remember Sometimes it'll rain but not forever, no, no Rain down on me If that Means I don't need to be sad for too long 'Cause it gets so lonely in my head I start replayin' everythin' that I've said No doubt about it, I wish that I was dead before Don't wanna live no more Lately, I've been thinkin' 'bout it, I don't wanna go It's time that I move on From places I don't belong Hope it won't be too long To see that I've come so far from where I came from It ain't over to listen And I know that I won't give up No, I'll be holdin' on Just goin' through these changes I say I changed, I know I try But every day I look inside I still got a ways away, got more to climb I'm still learnin' how to change my state of mind, yeah I remember days goin' through hell Feelin' all the pain, it really felt like It never goes away, then I remember Sometimes it'll rain but not forever, no, no