Note 2 Self

(This is a note to self, note to self, note to self, this is a) Think you can leave me and come back and think I'll be here Baby that's not how it works because I'm not your girl To think your arrogance would complement my appearance Your idiocy is plain to see, it makes me hurl Well my mama said "Leave him!" My daddy said "Leave him!" My brother said "Leave him!" So I think I will! My mama said "Leave him!" My daddy said "Leave him!" My brother said "Leave him!" So I think I will! I wish I could turn back time Look myself in the eye Tell myself, "Girl, you're fine! Fuck them niggas, ease your mind! Them boys won't pay your bills Chase the real shit, get your thrill Live your life, that's part of the deal They want a slave girl, just stay off the field!" I deserve better for myself And I won't be afraid to ask for help The real ones will stand behind me The fake ones will leave They digging my grave but I'm planting my seed Get it, get it, girl I'm in it to win it girl I ain't gonna quit on myself til I'm spinning in my grave I got what you crave I'm here to pave the way So please get off my wave unless you with me Girl, you're special, you deserve to have the best You gon' glow up, you gon' grow up You won't let nobody press you, unh Don't let nobody drag you into their own mess I hope you get to relax and let go of all that stress Girl, don't you know that you will be successful? You gon' blow, let em' know that I told you so How many me's you know? That get fly from head to toe Just let them know that you want more And you will get it! Get it, get it, we won't stop till you with it We gon' rise to the top, take our spot You ain't gotta act surprised, just open your eyes Realize you got the prize inside, you will survive in time, girl! (You will be okay) Keep your head up, head up Get your bread up, bread up And don't fall for setups, setups (You are so brave) Look at you in that getup Tryna go out girl, finna get wet up Know they gon' doubt me, I'mma get fed up Ugh, these lames always wanna snooze on me Then they wanna come and peek Mothafucka just stay sleep! You talk too much shit like you mouthwash with fleet Now you lyin' through your teeth Bitch, you stink! Wash your feet! (Woo-sah!) But despite that, I ignore em' And one day I'll be touring And I will trade my metro for a foreign (Nyoom!) No more overcrowded trains, or walking ten blocks in the rain I got a vision clear as day So I know that I can't stop now!