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Return to Self-Loathing
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Rock
Return to Self-Loathing was released on June 10, 2003 by Maverick as a part of the album Mest
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AlbumMest
Release DateJune 10, 2003
LabelMaverick
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Mest
Mest
Performer
Jeremiah Rangel
Jeremiah Rangel
Guitar
David Low
David Low
Cello
Matt Lovato
Matt Lovato
Bass
David Speltz
David Speltz
Cello
Dennis Karmazyn
Dennis Karmazyn
Cello
Steve Erdody
Steve Erdody
Cello
Endre Granat
Endre Granat
Conductor
Nick Gigler
Nick Gigler
Drums
TONY LOVATO
TONY LOVATO
Vocals
Anatoly Rosinsky
Anatoly Rosinsky
Violin
Clayton Haslop
Clayton Haslop
Violin
Rafael Rishik
Rafael Rishik
Violin
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Jeremiah Rangel
Jeremiah Rangel
Composer
John Feldmann
John Feldmann
Composer
Geoff Zanelli
Geoff Zanelli
String Arranger
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
John Feldmann
John Feldmann
Producer
Mark Blewett
Mark Blewett
Additional Engineer

Lyrics

Sick of the way I am feeling
Waking up, watching myself slipping
Should I just take out my eyes?
No longer want them for this life
Acting strong only on the outside
Hiding shame and pain on the inside
I try to block my mind of this
And pretend it doesn't exist
Losing my mind once again
Stranding my thoughts
No matter what I've said
Sleepless nights, stared at the ceiling
Sanity running on empty
Tried to block my mind of this
And pretend it doesn't exist
Losing my mind once again
Stranding my thoughts
No matter what I've said
Taken for granted again
Stranding my thoughts
No matter what I've said
Suicide, broken mind
End it, I'm suicide
Broken mind, suicide
End it, I'm suicide
Torn on the inside
Constantly reminded
Losing my mind again
Stranded my thoughts
No matter what I've said
Losing my mind once again
Stranding my thoughts
No matter what was said
Losing my mind
Stranding my thoughts
No matter what I've said
Written by: Jeremiah Rangel, John Feldmann
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