So Happy

Haven't felt myself, haven't been myself, baby

I know it ain't your fault, I'm the one who never calls

I know that you moved on

But I love seeing you so happy

Seeing you so happy, yeah

Yeah, yeah

Partyin' on my own (I'm on my own)

Sittin' on a train-ride home (On a train-ride home)

Though I'm lookin' at my phone (Lookin' at my phone)

Though I'm thinkin' 'bout you, you, you

It's a long ride home

Lotta pain where I came from

Memories, yeah, we made some

What's the top if you lost one? Hey

Don't you know I hurt a lot, but you'll never say that?

Saw a lot of things, but you didn't see that

Givin' too much, yeah, I gave it all up

And you never want to give what you can't take back, oh no

Hangin' my heart right out this window

Tears out this window, yeah

Even though

I know that you moved on

But I love seeing you so happy

Seeing you so happy, yeah

Yeah, yeah

Partyin' on my own (I'm on my own)

Sittin' on a train-ride home (On a train-ride home)

Though I'm lookin' at my phone (Lookin' at my phone)

Though I'm thinkin' 'bout you, you, you

It's a long ride home

Hole in my chest, but it hurts right there

Whole lotta trips, but I've gone nowhere

All in my head, but I'm not all there, yeah

Took a first step and they all just stare

Hard to believe God put me through all of this

Just to end aback where it started, and

If I saw you right now, I'd do it all again

If I saw you now, I wouldn't mention it

Hangin' my heart right out this window

Tears out this window, yeah

Even though

I know that you moved on

But I love seeing you so happy

Seeing you so happy, yeah

Yeah, yeah

Partyin' on my own (I'm on my own)

Sittin' on a train-ride home (On a train-ride home)

Though I'm lookin' at my phone (Lookin' at my phone)

Though I'm thinkin' 'bout you, you, you

It's a long ride home