Alien

I'm standing naked in the bathroom thinking about All the things (I) could have said and I put myself down It's cycle, a circus ride But I wish I never joined the line Brush my teeth and I worry while I'm getting to sleep I need enough or tomorrow have to carry my feet It's a cycle, a nervous tide And it takes me under every time I know I leave all the parties way too soon Don't talk enough cuz I find it hard to do Always feel like i don't fit in Got no social skills Sick of trying It's so hard, don't know what I'm doing Felt this way forever it feels like wasted time Tough to say whatever I'm feeling (Whatever I'm feeling) Can't control my face When I feel displaced, am I An alien 'cause I can't help feeling like Wish I could drink all of my coffee without any shakes Talk out loud, do a speech without being ashamed It's a burden, yeah heaven knows All the years I tried to let shit go I've contemplated if I'm from somewhere else Cuz honestly that would make sense of this hell It always feels like I'm trying To fit in society But no body's buying It's so hard, don't know what I'm doing Felt this way forever it feels like wasted time Tough to say whatever I'm feeling (Whatever I'm feeling) Can't control my face When I feel displaced, am I An alien 'cause I can't help feeling like (Whatever I'm feeling) It's so hard, don't know what I'm doing Felt this way forever it feels like wasted time Tough to say whatever I'm feeling (Whatever I'm feeling) Can't control my face When I feel displaced, am I An alien 'cause I can't help feeling like