The Fear

The roses are dead She's got the heart of a witch Insanity seems like a gift She's got you all stuck in the palm of her hand And she'll kill you with one single kiss Toxicities lie inside of our mind With no way to leave and no reason to try Ask yourself why, you say that you're fine Truth manifested from repeating lies Open your eyes You're dying inside Carefully treading on every single facet of life This isn't living I'm constantly sitting inside of the hole where I buried my pride Riding this merry-go-round everyday gets exhausting I can't seem to breathe. I'm suffocating every thought in my mind so that I don't have to see the truth in front of Me How far am I willing to go To prolong the inevitable This stabbing pain in my soul Telling me what I already know Just because you're sitting there next to me Doesn't mean you're really there mentally Actually, I don't believe you're there at all Riding this merry-go-round everyday gets exhausting I can't seem to face The fact that the moments we spent patching holes in the fabric was nothing but a fucking waste How far am I willing to go To prolong the inevitable This stabbing pain in my soul Telling me what I already know Just because you're sitting there next to me Doesn't mean you're really there mentally Actually, I don't believe you're there at all This has to end How far am I willing to go To prolong the inevitable This stabbing pain in my soul Telling me what I already know Inevitable