How Have You Been

I swear I thought it wouldn't be so hard To leave the place I've called home for so many years All the memories I left behind On a daily basis try to bring me tears But I need to stop pretending I am strong The position I am standing Is vulnerable I could use a little hand here I've been hiding for too long Driving from the passenger seat I truly believe I have made the right call I should be asking 'How have you been? ' But I need you to see I am missing you all Too much to keep in touch It feels so empty since we've been apart No more late nights No more drinking on the streets I keep telling myself life is better here I wish it wasn't true I wish I could be there with you And I need to stop pretending I am strong The position I am standing Is vulnerable I could use a little hand here I've been hiding for too long Driving from the passenger seat I truly believe I have made the right call I should be asking 'How have you been? ' But I need you to see I am missing you all Too much to keep in touch Don't know if I'll be back But I'll call you every now and then Sorry if it seems like I have changed I'm still the same Driving from the passenger seat I truly believe I have made the right call I should be asking 'How have you been? ' But I need you to see I am missing you all Too much to keep in touch