Negative Space

This is not me a casualty The light you shine it would be all I see But I close my eyes every time Now I'm blind Because I don't want to feel the pain I went blind Because I always accept the blame I went blind It's the only way that I feel safe Shame is me, so just forget my name I'm too numb, can't save me from it Feel the turning in my stomach You just sat and watched me plummet down You're a monster now Safe to say That you will never come back down So when I waste away The tides are all I have left to watch me drown I hope you choke on every single word You put your ego first How could you save yourself when you're nobody You couldn't find enough to take away from me You fucking make me sick I've seen your kind before You'll do anything to settle up a score Get what you want and yet you're still craving more You lived with nothing learned You'll get what yours This is a negative space That's why you hide your face You could never live with what you create That's why you hide your face Safe to say That you will never come back down So when I waste away The tides are all I have left to watch me drown You're what's killing me You're what's killing me But I'll never fall asleep Now I'm blind Cause I don't want to feel the pain I went blind Cause I always accept the blame I went blind It's the only way that I feel safe Shame is me, So just forget my name Safe to say That you will never come back down So when I waste away The tides all I have left to watch me drown I'm too numb, can't save me from it Feel the turning in my stomach You just sat and watched me plummet down You're a monster now