Diamonds

I don't wanna kill my parents I don't wanna die alone Wearing wrinkles through my décolleté From singing to the phone When I was small asked my mother How she thought it all would end She said the verses had foretold it Never spoke of it again I'm not really scared But I'm also not ready Never got to be me Cuz I got I got some damn busy Have I actually learned If I didn't quite change? Paying bills to buy time Giving diamonds away? Lined us up outside the corner store Drew arrows on the ground I moved the TV to the bedroom Now I watch it lying down Hoarded white rice in the freezer And wore glitter on my face Was no trauma to the body But it killed me anyways I'm not really scared But I'm also not ready Never got to be me Cuz I got I got some damn busy Have I actually learned If I didn't quite change? Paying bills to buy time Giving diamonds away? I said it isn't a lot But it's all that I got And it just might be the true me And it helps with the pain From the wound in my brain Where the white light cut right through me FREE BRITNEY So dance in circles Kill the candles Spin the bottle Miss the handle Be be late, be late as much as you can Play your music on the beach Get your guitar full of sand Remember remember To play the happy parts again And again Gave my diamonds away Diamonds away And we danced in the rain Gave my diamonds away...