matthew

Skater shoes and faded Levi's A mixtape of your favorite B-sides That Polaroid of us still lives beside my bed I know I can't avoid it, but I try my best, hmm I wanted to be you back in '05 But it gets hard when you're so little, and you're lost And you're left picking up the pieces of a world that kind of stopped So why the hell did you leave so fast? 'Cause shooting stars are never meant to crash Were you in pain and I just couldn't see? Thought it'd all make sense when I was 23 That you'd be there when I need you most Despite a million miles, would we still be close? Would you fall in love, make her your wife? Would you have a kid? Would they have your eyes? I guess we'll never know, oh-oh-oh-oh I guess we'll never know The time, it passed and I fucking let it 'Cause it still hurts when I don't forget it The numbers on my chest, I put my blood in ink When I talk about the best, I wish it didn't sting, hmm The hardest part is just accepting That this shit's hard 'Cause I'm good and then I'm not Looking for reasons in the pieces of the you that I've still got So why the hell did you leave so fast? 'Cause shooting stars are never meant to crash Were you in pain and I just couldn't see? Thought it'd all make sense when I was 23 That you'd be there when I need you most Despite a million miles, would we still be close? Would you fall in love, make her your wife? Would you have a kid? Would they have your eyes? I guess we'll never know, oh-oh-oh-oh I guess we'll never know