Sea of Doubt

Staring down a loaded gun My life is undone Free me from this cage Seeking a better way to be But I'm surrounded by these Voices Whispering lies in my ear And I can't take this Hell I created To find my way from this Sea of doubt To pull the trigger And end this hell Is there an open door To leave this place Or will I suffer eternity If I end it all Would you remember me But if I stay to long Will I become another Drop in the ocean Another drop in the ocean There's no knowing How I'm gonna stay alive With a clenched fist Gripping tight this razor blade Do I cut to the chase or fight another day Oh I can't take this Hell I created To find my way from this Sea of doubt To pull the trigger And end this hell Is there an open door To leave this place Or will I suffer eternity Forsaken and broken These wounds That you've opened Will not heal, will not heal Forsaken and broken These wounds That you've opened Will not heal You can't take that away from me Bounce Go To find my way from this Sea of doubt To pull the trigger And end this hell Is there an open door To leave this place Or will I suffer eternity Suffer eternity Suffer eternity (Forsaken and broken) Suffer eternity (These wounds that) (You've opened will not heal) Suffer with me