Swimming In Winter

I had something to tell you, I've forgotten what it was I think I lost your number though, so I keep it to myself And I read a couple novels and I saw a couple films Still I feel exact same way I did the day you left, the day you left Another Sunday morning and another Tuesday night I walked right past the last six months and I watched them fade from sight And the ambulance and cop cars are still ringing in my ears Twenty hundred, thirty thousand, million, billion years And I'm feeling much better At least that's what I tell myself And I'm feeling much better At least that's what I tell myself, tell myself The one after the last one and the one before the first It was better than the best of times and more awful than the worst And I make myself some dinner and I make myself dessert We're swimming in the winter, we're just trying to make it work And I'm feeling much better At least that's what I tell myself And I'm feeling much better At least that's what I tell myself, tell myself And I'm feeling much better At least that's what I tell myself And I'm feeling much better At least that's what I tell myself, tell myself