My Mistakes

Sex, drinks, I downed every bottle Sex, drinks, I downed every bottle And I don't give a fuck So what is really left of this world I guess we love our drugs 'cause we feel so alone We're living an illusion, and we can't break free We will always hide ourselves so they can never see, see the truth My mistakes carry the weight of everything that I've lost Blackened the sun and things I've cherished the most The darkness crawls back when you abandon your love Just don't deny it, it's you who fucked me up And I don't give a fuck Sex, drinks, I downed every bottle Sex, drinks My mistakes carry the weight of everything that I've lost Blackened the sun and things I've cherished the most The darkness crawls back when you abandon your love Just don't deny it, it's you who fucked me up And I will always pick it up At where you said I would've dropped it I guess it wasn't really that smart To tell me that I'm fucking done here So would you dare to play your part? I knew it from the very start I'm preaching to the fucking choir And they just want to keep me trapped It's such a punishment that we must keep being silent I don't even know if I can trust you, but it's more than your imagination It's the world that's hidden from your perception of reality You either enter the doom or you get a chance to let your intelligence shine and speak I've been stranded for the longest time I'm choking, I'm dying, I hear them sirens crying Would you let me dance with all these shadows? Would you let me? My mistakes carry the weight of everything that I've lost Blackened the sun and things I've cherished the most The darkness crawls back when you abandon your love Just don't deny it, it's you who fucked me up My mistakes carry the weight of everything that I've lost Blackened the sun and things I've cherished the most The darkness crawls back when you abandon your love Just don't deny it, it's you who fucked me up