Drown

This pain is not just for you it's been homogenized This pain is humbling truth Locked up and buried inside The words and phrases you choose Narcissistic and snide I was still nursing these bruise You washed away with the tide Sorry I didn't stick around to watch you drown Did you expect me to push? Did you get expect me to pry? If I'm faced with a boundary I retract then I hide There's nothing more to prove For you it's all a lie I was still nursing this bruise you washed away with the tide If this is what you had to call a life Then nothing changed when they de-socialized This ship will capsize The weight is pushed to the brink Unload the Burdens you carry Before you panic and sink In a sea of despair You're not as strong as you think Thrashing and gasping for air To the bottom you... If this is what you bury deep inside You're fanning the flames of this gaslight Hammering shame not foresight Crucified This pain is not just for you it's also fucking mine