LOVE MYSELF

Lost in the crowd again

I don’t know my friends

I’ve fallen out of place

See it on my face

But I just hold on

And I act real strong

I don’t know how long

Til I fall into nothing

Cause inside I’m nothing

I close my eyes

I wonder why

I never feel right inside

It’s hard to take

When I feel fake

Push it down with a fake smile

My soul’s growing old

My body is cold

Illusion control

Sometimes it’s hard to love myself

I listen to the voice in my head

Saying that should never be said

I even thought I was better off dead

I even thought I was better off dead

I try to learn to forgive

It’s not easy to live

And we all make mistakes sometimes

It’s like two steps forward, and three steps back

Cause the mind can torture, when thoughts react