Don't Say It

Don't say it It's on the tip of my tongue I'm not playing You'll wish I never begun The words don't Ever come out how I want Why do I always fall back Haunts me I'm about to get fucking violent Just leave me alone in silence I wish I could fucking find it Leave me be I've got it figured out If you let me speak You could hear me out Could it be Could it be Could it be Could it be I feel like you don't really hear what I say I'm dying With a heavy heart I pray I'm lying Don't say it It's on the tip of my tongue I'm not playing You'll wish I never begun The words don't Ever come out how I want Why do I always fall back Haunts me I'm about to get fucking violent Just leave me alone in silence I wish I could fucking find it Girl I'm indifferent The journey was longer For me than it was for you I wish I could See myself from your perspective I know you're On your way for my head soon There's too much on my plate I can really feel the weight now I never show my demons I wish that you could see them Don't say it It's on the tip of my tongue I'm not playing You'll wish I never begun The words don't Ever come out how I want Why do I always fall back Haunts me I'm about to get fucking violent Just leave me alone in silence I wish I could fucking find it It doesn't matter I don't wanna stay The smile on my face Has faded away I'm tired of bullshit I'm tired of pain I wish something would fucking change