Who I Am Now

I don't know who I am now I'm not who I was proud of I wanna live in right now I haven't figured how to I don't know who I am now I'm not who I was proud of I wanna live in right now I haven't figured how to See I don't even know who I am In the mirror there's a man I can't stand Isolated and I handled it bad I project but at myself I been mad so mad Lotta fog it fuck the vision up bad I can't clear it now it seep in my head Then I struggle to remember my plan Fuck I hate it this is not who I am I don't know who I am now I'm not who I was proud of I wanna live in right now I haven't figured how to I don't know who I am now I'm not who I was proud of I wanna live in right now I haven't figured how to With every couple years I look back I wish I could rewind and go back Before I know it now will be then I'll reminisce on all the shit that I have Shit I'm really stuck in living the past I'm always holding Every moment then it feel like the best I didn't know it But before I know it now will be then The cycle going Damn I gotta realize that I'm blessed My life is golden And it's going I'm so young Telling you I ain't begun Desperate to go see something I chilled out now I'm free flowing Blessings they gon' keep coming If I don't feel that then I don't feel nothing New chapter and I keep pumping out Poetry and these beats thumping And that won't change Integrity's how I do things Doing shit in my own way Hitting milestones that I don't say Lips sealed and I won't play I just sit back watch 'em all sway It's powerful when you don't think I just let it go let my soul breathe I don't know who I am now I'm not who I was proud of I wanna live in right now I haven't figured how to I don't know who I am now I lost who I was proud of I wanna live in right now But I can't figure how to I don't know who I am now I'm not the man I was proud of Just wanna live in right now Haven't figured how to