Lily

I am in your room and I can not sleep There are voices in my head saying you don't love me I'm staring at the photographs of people on your wall It hurts because I know I'll never know them at all Something in you doesn't seem at painful as me It is almost as though I've betrayed my body I'd like to think she liked it but I know she did not Thinking 'bout our body parts tied up in knots Lilies in my right hand I kill them with my left I give you what I am You leave me what's left Killer on the inside I'll be what you want So call me as I am babe Your vessel to get off Had a dream last night I didn't understand I was hiding from the monsters and you were one of them I am little, I'm a kid, things aren't very hard I'm hunting for the fairies in my backyard Serpent in my right hand Tight around my neck I give you what I am You leave me what's left Killer on the inside I'll be what you want So call me as I am babe A vessel to get off